I didn’t mean all the things I said about her…I was just hurt.
After the ofp expires…we’ll be able to figure out what that reason is…that all of this happened.
Frickinrad
Everything happens for a reason…
Forgive and move past it.
And now we are talking again.. Its best not to leave grudges and get caught up in hate…
At the moments I wanted her to kiss me…she wouldn’t. Someone very sweet said well she’s stupid if she has the chance every day to kiss you…and doesn’t. Or after my play and choir concert….walked right out…no hug, no good job, didn’t even talk to me when I was her gf. Wow.
She said she doesn’t love me…so I told her to go to hell…
We agreed to never fuckin talk to each other again and then she had the nerve to ask me for a cig. I jus ignored her.
There was a lot said that I won’t repeat…Not gonna list all the shit she did to hurt me after she said I could trust her.
Trashy Mofo Bitch.=Marissa Nicole Dalton.
Yuck…I don’t remember why I dated that fat bitch. And I regret giving her the pleasure of being able to say she ever dated me~.~
Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark.
N’tima (via cannotthinkstraight)
(Source: mariaarroyo, via swimmingincircles43)
Last night was amazing<3
Yes, I have a confession. Made out with an amazing person who happens to be very not female hehe, and very not my age.
We were sitting in his truck and for a reason, that I can’t remember I was slapping his face, he grabbed my wrists and went in for a kiss and I freaked out. Noooo! And I turned my face away and resisted it, he jus grabbed my wrists tighter and I realized I did want him to kiss me, so I slapped him again. He realized I really did want him to kiss me too, I was just not expecting it until I was at least an appropriate age, so when I slapped him again, hes like “I think you just keep slappin me so I’ll try kissing you again”. Me: *guilty grin*
Some of the sweet things he said:
“You own me right now”.
“I really don’t think I can wait 16 months to date you…maybe like in 8 months”.
Me: *thinks for a second, counts months on my fingers* Hey! In 8 months is when I’ll most likely be moving out!
Him: How?
Me: Well, I’ll be in pseo at ICC until December and after that I’ll transfer to a better college out of this town. :D
Him: :)
Hes so sweet, previously he said something bout 16 months and I’m like whats in 16 months? He grins. Me: You counted? I love it when people actually show interest in me like that.
Later he said:
Lol well I still can’t get over that look you had when you where laying against me and we just kissed. It was probably one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen. And you have an adorable laugh.
I don’t feel like telling my friends, jus cuz its my secret and I don’t want Marissa to be bothered by him, becuz we are still friends with benefits. So its laid out here in My RantBook.
Done with relationships that are for fun.
I decided it’d be easier to end it sooner than later. Be both knew it wasn’t gonna last. But, I had to take the chance of loosing her, to choose whats best for both of us. She won’t talk to me for a while, we’ll see how tomorrow goes…
